Hmm…
Staying the night with a friend tonight… Been the chillers night I have had in a long ass time. Thank you
Reality
So much shit seems to keep happening in my life. I graduate soooo soon. Like next month soon, I just turned 18, College is coming up.. It’s all hitting so fast. PLUS on top of that I have all of this stuff not even related to me forced on me because people don’t get that I’m not as strong as I seem to be. I’m not super human. I’m too nice. I let people take advantage of me sometimes and I can’t explain why I do it or what the purpose is. I don’t get it. I feel like I’m slowly losing the strong will that I need to have to be successful in this world. It’s time I get back to who I am. I just haven’t been myself lately. I’ve been super tired, stressed, sick, etc… I’m ready for a change. I really hope graduating can bring that to me because I need it. I really do…
